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Hilza Fitria Adelina

Just call me with Hilza or Ijul or Iza. I was born 19 years ago .I was graduated from Senior High School 1 Metro. Now I'm living at Bandung and currently studying at Institute of Textile Technology, Technic Textile Major.

Hmm.. what else? I am the only one child from Mr. Zaidan and Mrs Hilma (that's why they gave me named "Hilza", from their short name Hil-Za)

I love to travelling! Okay, actually it's not traveling, I mean I love to walk a round. Visit some new place in this lovely city. Well, I love many things. I love to eat and sleep! No one can stop me when I eat what I like and sleep :D

Oh ya since I don't know exactly what's my hoby, I just do what I love, and love what I do. I just do something that I feel comfort on it, and feel like I can be my self.

When you meet me for the first time, you will think "Oh, that girl is arrogant." But actually not T_T I was given this face, and I try hard to always smile whenever I meet new person. Actually when you know me and become my friends, you will know how crazy I am, how nag I am, how cheerful I am. That's why you have to know somebody well before judging them :)

Ahh, I really love children. Whenever I meet them, I feel like I want to play and become friends with them. Childish? No. For me children has a unique world. They just laugh when they happy, they cry when they sad, they can become themselves! They show their true feeling to adults. Not like us "adults", we show what people want to see from us. So we hide our true feelings. Right? :)

Okay, I think that's enough for introduce my self. You can imagine what I looks like, right? From my describtion, I was an.......... Nope. I am the only one Hilza. Not limited edition, because I'm the only one :) And I'm not ordinary, cause I have an amazing life with awesome people around me^^ So I'm EXTRAORDINARY GIRL and ONLY ONE.

If you want know me more, then visit me more! hehe. You can stalking my twitter too. Just search "hilzaadelina" and you will find me. Psst... I don't have anyother social account. Just twitter.

Oke, see ya! Hope we can be friends and you can see my true color. Love from Bandung. The most romantic city :)

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Senin, 31 Oktober 2011 14.55

Takut GELAP

uhuk uhuk uhuk~~~
*elus dada*

hiyaaaahh.. lu kenpa jul ?
gue lagi sesak nafas mamen.. sigh~

orang boleh jadi takut gelap karena berhubungan dengan hal yang mistis... maksud gue yaaa seperti yang gaib-gaib gitu lah.. mau lebih spesifik nya ? gue maksud itu kayak hantu..

tapi gue ...
gue beda mamen..
gue takut gelap karena di saat gelap gue selalu ngerasa nafas gue ada di ujung tanduk..
astaghfiurllah.. :(

contohnya aja nih, kemaren waktu nginep di sekolah.. malam minggu itu..
gue lagi asik-asik tidur ya.. bisa dibilang baru tidur.. baru satu setengah jam gue tidur..
tapi tiba-tiba gue batuk, sesak nafas, dan muka gue merah karena pansa..
tau kenapa ?
karena ada yang masuk ruangan sekret dan matiin tuh lampu sekret.. sial !!
sebenernya tuh lampu udah dimatiin sekitar sejam yang lalu, tapi gue baru sadar sejam setelahnya..

tiba-tiba aja gue ngerasa ada yang neken gue, tuh ruangan berasa sempit banget..
dan gue ngerasa oksigen itu semakin nipis. lucu gak sih?
cacad deh.. gue ketakutan karena gue sesak nafas..
akhirnya, gue keluar dari tuh ruangan dengan kondisi mata masih merem..
diluar gue duduk, masih dalam keadaan batuk, dan mata merem..

dari kejauhan gue denger ada orang lari.. gak tau nya itu kak tito dan kak bai..
mereka langsung ngampirin gue dan nanyain kondisi gue..
otomatis gue jawab sekenanya, kondisi gue B-A-D !

gimana gak mamen, gue shock.. gue kira mati lampu, gak tau nya lampu emang sengaja di matiin..
pokoknya parah banget yang matiin tuh lampu !! gak tau gue itu lagi sakit gini kali :(
mereka berdua langsung ngambil minum buat gue, tapi belum gue minum.. karena gue masih gak berhenti batuk.. dan badan gue lemes selemes lemesnya badan... T______T
kalo boleh jujur, malem itu gue udah berasa pengen nangis.. beneran, gue takut saat di dalem ruangan tadi..

ahhhh.. Ya Allah..
gue masih nyeselin sama orang yang matiin tuh lampuu.. tega bener sama gue..
emang sih, dia gak salah.. lah dia mana tau kalo gue takut gelep.. jadi, ya sudahlah yaaa..

saat itu gue lagi kena maag , jadi gue nahan sakit, dan baru bisa tidur sekitar jam 1an gitu..
tapi kebangun jam setengah 3 gara-gara sesak nafas..
akhirnya, gue males mau tidur lagi.. gue takut mau balik ke ruangan itu lagi..
dan.. jadilah gue semaleman di luar ditemani kak tito dan kak bai..

dengan kondisi perut yang masih sakit, dan sesak nafas ini.. gimana gue bisa tidur lagi coba ??
T_____________T

yaaaahh.. gitulah kira-kira gambaran nya saat gue berada dalam keadaan ruang yang gelap gulita..
gue beruntung di luar lampu idup, dan gue duduk tepat dibawah lampu.. so, nafas gue agak lebih teratur..

gue bukan punya asma, gue udah periksain ini ke dokter... dan dokter jelas-jelas menyangkal kalo gue ini punya asma..
kata beliau, ini cuma efek dari batuk gue yang berkepanjangan...

tau kan gimana tipe gue ?
makan aja ogah-ogahan.. apalagi minum obat yang pahit gitu? makin ogah gue...
dan jadilah, gue lama sembuh nya.. ya saaalaaamm.. gue cari masalah sendiri ini mah namanya..
jadi ya gini, lama sembuh ya makin lama tersiksa nya..
ampuuunn ya Allah.. gue pengen cepet sembuh, tapi gue sendiri bandel geh :(
gue masih aja minum es, gue selalu lupa makan, dan akhirnya ya gue juga lupa minum obat..

heemmm.. sebenernya udah kapok gini terus..
jadi yaaa.. mungkin gue bakal ngejaga kesehatan gue lebih baik lagi setelah gue sembuh nanti..
doain gue aja ya guys, mudah-mudahan gue cepet tobat nya.. hahaha.
gak ding, mudah-mudahan gue cepet sembuh yaa.. soalnya gue tersiksa banget nih T____T

amin..

eh, udahan ahh curhat nya..
gue mau belajar b.inggris dulu.. secara nanti ulangan mamen.. wish me luck, eh ? ^^

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